WESDAY!!

I GET TO SEE MICHEAL THIS WEDNESDAY!! OMG! YAY!

I may be gone for a while, but I will be back! lol. Just gonna spend time with hubs!

6/1210

Well, I can go pick on Michael on the 17th. It was supposed to be the 16th but those douches changed it. Anyway, i have to drive to Middle TN to get him. I don't remember what the city is called but I will find out later. Anyway, it will be this Thursday (=

I was wrong. I did not have to take my mom to Oak Ridge yesterday, i had to take her to Knoxville to the pain Clinic. My bad.

Ugh. It's raining here. The internet is trying to go out but I shall not allow it!! lol. Well, thats it for right now. I'll post again soon

~Mary~

Gotta go to oak ridge.....

I have to take my mom to Oak ridge for her phycatrist appointment today...ugggg im so tired... but in other news I can pick Michael up on the 16th in middle Tennessean!!! wooooott!

CAMP SHELBY!!!!!!!

Michael is in camp shelby!!!! YESS! He called from a prepeid cell he bought there and I am sooo glad. he will be home around the 20th (in like 10 days!!) yayayayayayayayay! yes I am excited. It almost makes me forget about the fact that I will have to have surgery in a few days....I lost the game...-.-

YAY!!! Maine!

He called about 2 hours ago to say he was in Maine, probably already headed towards Camp Shelby MS Now!! WOOOOOT!!

he is Officially Stateside!

OMG GERMANY!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG Michael is in Germany!!

He should be stateside soon!!! XD I am sooo excited! Yeah I know he will be stateside for a few days before he can come home, but he isn't being shot at by mortars anymore!!! yay!!!!!!

My stupid gallbladder...

uggh. I went to the ER yesterday, Because of horrible chest pains, and after being there for five looooong hours, they did an ultrasound on me, and found out I had gallstones and other gunk in my gallbladder. I probably will have to get it removed....ugggh. what fun. and even better, I doubt i can get it taken out within two weeks, and I lose tricare in 2 weeks.....aaerrrrggggg! O Gallbladder, what did I do to you to make you hate me like this? Will you ever forgive me and go back to doing whatever you do! painlessly!?

Seriously, the pain is worse than labor pains. Its the worst thing I've ever felt in my life. Well, wish me luck! (=

ok, so yeah. It's been a while. but im back, so lacy and everyone you can get off my back and stop emailing me about it lol.

It seems every time I've wrote, its blowing up about something Michael has done. wow. well, thats to be expected. He's not exactly nice when he;s away. It's been like that since high school. Well, I just found out something else that just made my day...he blew 700 bucks over there. What is worth 700 bucks in Iraq? I don't know. but now we wont be able to put down money for a house or buy him a car so we can both work.

uggggh! Plus I need to get on BC before he gets home. I love Livi to death but i'm not ready to have another just yet. BUT I can't find my military ID which is also my insurance card. great. I don't know if Olivia is still on Tenn care either. I'll have to check into it.

Well, good news is Michael is due back in a few weeks. They have already had him send his crap home, and let all the soldiers employers know. so theres no turning back for them now. 6 months early. Glad that happened.

I will post again soon I promise this time. I just stopped because I tried another blog site and it sucked.

I hate busy servers

I just tried to do GRB (guild Ranking Battle) on shaiya and it did not work at all!! every one was on today so I was lagging, and factoring in my satilite internet, I had to get off. And the bad part is once you leave you cant do it again. grrrr!! I hate my internet and those damn busy servers!!!!! Michael got mad at me for a while, (of course) but he got over it.

well, im off to try again for a different guild!

Live journal

im moving to livejournal.com

i will still post on here, but that will be my main one

check it out

http://mary-nicole831.livejournal.com/

Anti war slideshow

Watch it. I demand you!!! lol. but really please watch it! and comment on it to tell me what you think!!!! I'll post the link and post the actual vid on here. I hate doing slideshow, i like real videos better, but this one came out ok i think. XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtjPYMFEVcU

what went wrong

'What went wrong?' she thought as she lay, bleeding. She was the one girl that was supposed to have everything..the 'perfect' life. she then remembers a guy she dated years ago. she dated him for a couple of months, then dumped him when she found something she thought was better.'that guy was too normal' she said to her friends when she dumped him. after that he asked for her back time and time again, but she broke his heart.

he later jumped off of a bridge. she told herdelf he was a sick man and it had nothing to do with her, and went on her way. she kept hoping boyfriends,trying to find the 'perfect' one to marry, until she got mixed up with the wrong one. he was a meth addict and wouldn't let anything get in his way. 'heh, normal' she thought to herself,'I would give anything to have him back.'

she looked up at the smirking man ubove her through tearful eyes. Then she dragged out all the energy she had, and in one bust, grabbed the knife out of her chest and drove it into his stomach. she smiled as he gasped in pain,gripping the knife' and fell, dead. she sighed in content and closed her eyes.she whispered her last thoughts to the man she past up into the night. 'I hope we meet in the next life'

her blood ran cold.

some random pictures

Michael and Olivia before he left

Michael In the Gunners hatch

in the hatch again with full battle uniform on

the thing he rides in, its HUGE! The gunners hatch on this thing is big too

GAHHHHHHHHHHHH

why is it that every time i write, its because Michae'ls a douche? well, we fought about money today...again. he spent 90 bucks on that stupid shaiya game!! I like the game and all but come on! we're supposed to be getting a house when he gets back. I don't know anymore, he went off again, called me a bunch of shit, and hung up on me. and i went to a funeral today! my great grandfather died, but he doesn't care. now i cant sleep. since hes been gone, i cant sleep without him on the phone. you know,this respect thing in our marriage seems to be a one way street. he insults me all the time. I'm getting tired of it.

well in other news, I have a WIC appointment tomorrow at 8AM (uggh i know too early) and im sick as hell. my eyes are watering like a waterfall, and my nose is so stuffy, its making my eyes hurt. well, i better stop venting and get some sleep night.

Yup an ass

Michael is an ass, plain and simple. Well screw him. he just hung up on me, and he gets pissed if I do that to him, and threatens not to call me for days. Well, I'll do the same thing. Im really getting tired of his attitude. But whatever.

talking to michael

im talking to michael right now. he's saying he got shot at, but im not sure I believe him. If he did, Im going to think that makes him even more idiotic, because he joined, but whatever.

N00b

yup, ok i just made this thing. I dont know whether ill keep it up, but we'll see (=